Lost Soul

Fuck
I need to clear my fucking throat
Probably need to drink some fucking cough syrup or some shit
Whatever anyways
Ooh ooh Ahh
I’ve been lost in the end
Just want some help my friend
I don’t want to see these times
I want 'em passing by
I know I’m not okay
I’m stuck up in my mind
I’m feeling so damn numb
So I’m gon' slit my-
Wrist’s 'till they bleed out
On the damn pavement
I know it’s sounding real
Fucking crazy
I’m not mentally ill
But I know that I will kill
Myself if need be
So someone save me
If I see myself change
I want to die that day
I don’t want to live no more
Fuck, just kill me today
I’m feeling so dumb
Stuck up up in my head
I don’t fucking care 'bout this
I know they’ll see me dead