Ostracized

I need a reason to deny what I see
Commence the bleeding, and crush my belief
Taught me lies and I came to believe
That hurting myself is how I should live
This time you’re mine
You forgot how it is to try
Let me remind you how it feels to cry
Let me remind you how it hurts when lying
I’ll save my self
I’ll cease my breath
I’m through with life and lies
Self-victimized
I’ve been ostracized
Hey! This time, there’s no one to hurt, no one to lie.
Hey! This time, get back on your feet; say at least that you’ve tried
Hey! Keep trying; you’ll need more than this to make me submit
I did my time, Self victimized, I’ve been ostracized!
Tell me one thing, how does it feel
Living on lies for crushing my dreams?
Take a look at the marks on my skin
Something inside me compels the disease
This time it’s neigh
Your words of poison came to take my eyes
I didn’t get myself the time to lie
You pushed the blade inside to hush my cries
I‘ll save myself
Off with your head
I’m through with your life and lies
I’ve made up my mind
Get lost from my sight!
Hey! This time, there’s no one to pray, no one to lie.
Hey! This time, get back on your feet; say at least that you’ve tried
Hey! Keep trying; you’ll need more than this to make me submit
I did my time, Self victimized, I’ve been ostracized!