Winner of a Losing Game

I didn’t know that we were those with counted days
Like water, they were slipping through my hands
I couldn’t stop the time, I couldn’t stop the race
We reached the finish line with nothing left to chase
Every piece of me is hurting
Every part of me is screaming out your name
And maybe I’m the one to blame
Should have felt it in the way you held me
I should have realized it’s not the same today
Yet maybe I’m the one to blame
I’m the winner of a losing game
The winner of a losing game
I kept on running forward not to lose my pace
But soon the tears were streaming down my face
The medal that I carry weighs so heavy now
How could I think that you would ever help me through
Every piece of me is hurting
Every part of me is screaming out your name
Yet maybe I’m the one to blame
Should have felt it in the way you held me
I should have realized it’s not the same today
Yet maybe I’m the one to blame
I’m the winner of a losing game