Vacant Boat (shred) | Nonkilling 1 | The Anteroom | False Skull 1

Nonkilling 1
What altar could we possibly heal upon?
Nothing left to desecrate, just let it rot
And I thought it was a pool of blood
But then the cameras stopped
No, there’s no God, there’s no God
Bring my scar, rip it out
I thought it was a pool of blood
But then the cameras stopped
There’s no God, there’s no God
Bring my scar, rip it out
The Anteroom
I saw the face of God
A mouth and a pool of blood
asleep in a bathtub
Her body can make you think that colors
Like Maggie Nelson said,
is all that I’ve ever wanted
When I woke up in the tub
Invisible lightships circling around my head
A voice screamed
You wouldn’t want it
If you could see the pain in the anteroom
You wouldn’t have parted
But nothing on this side was built for you
And now you’re laughing
Would you laugh when they play it all back?
And in the movie of your life
You only speak in one scene?
And when the door opens, you say
«I've been thinking about it my whole life long»
And when they ask you what you mean
Your lips are moving but the mic’s not on
Thought it was a pool of blood
But then when the cameras stopped
The whole thing evaporates
A voice with no body shouts
«The money has all run out
What we used to call a job
Is now handled by machines
You can die in peace»
But you wouldn’t want it
If you could see the pain in the anteroom
You wouldn’t have parted
But nothing on this side was built for you
And now you’re laughing
Would you laugh when they play it all back?
And in the movie of your life
You only speak in one scene?
And when the door opens, you say
«I've been thinking about it my whole life long»
And when they ask you what you mean
Your lips are moving but the mic’s not on
What have you been trying to say?
Is this a joke or some kind of mistake?
Until you’re hardly ready because
False Skull 1