Ain't Suicidal

Thought my race was won
Shadows were looming
Got me on the run
Nowhere to hide
Nearly overcome
Hard to keep breathing
I’m not the only one
At war with my life
Way up on a cliff edge
Trying not to fall
Trying to make sense of it all
Ain’t suicidal
Just one loaded gun and it’s done, it’s done!
Ain’t suicidal
The reaper shall lose, I’ll have won, have won!
Never close your eyes
The darkness won’t leave you
Lock you in a room
And swallow the key
Deep within your mind
A light has been shining
You saw it as a child
It will never leave
Way up on cliff edge
Trying not to fall
Trying to make sense of it all
Ain’t suicidal
Just one loaded gun and it’s done, it’s done!
Ain’t suicidal
The reaper shall lose, I’ll have won, have won!
Ain’t suicidal
Just one loaded gun and it’s done, it’s done!
Ain’t suicidal
The reaper shall lose, I’ll have won, have won!
Ain’t suicidal
Ain’t suicidal
Ain’t suicidal
Ain’t suicidal