Counting Numbers

We are proud to get away
Some time to think alone
Mixed feelings about the whole thing
Should you come back, should you come back, I don’t know
To — Today, it’s so hard being alone
I — I can hardly sing
Gotta hold on, hold on: I’m trying
I owe it (dues I’ll pay) every day
(I'll recognize) That I wake (from our days) and stay
I’m gonna make it, I’m gonna make it
You got a lot of things to say
That I’m a selfish human being
But I drove alone today
Felt the wind and remembered everything
I — I laughed today
And I’ll laugh again tomorrow
I — I count mistakes
But I still gotta find the blessings
I owe it (dues I’ll pay) every day
(I'll recognize) That I wake (from our days) and stay
I’m gonna make it
Thinking I’m not happy
Not thinking right
I can’t wash this away
Get it out of my mind
Lonely night
All alone, drunk in my bed
Until I close my eyes
Then wake up and find a new day
I owe it (dues I’ll pay) every day
(I'll recognize) That I wake (from our days) and stay
I’m gonna make it