Tears To Snow

Man, fuck!
Me and my girl keep arguing
Somehow my life just got hard again
She’s scared of groupies that steady barging in
I can’t explain the pain my heart is in
Yeah I got money but reality isn’t sunny it’s dark and grim
See when i’m touring I don’t take her
So she get filled with anger thinking another woman is going to replace her
She standing in tears of emotion knee deep
I keep tryna tell her that I ain’t fucking no groupie
She don’t believe me
My career is so deceiving
She’s dating a rapper, nobody said it was going to be easy
She threatening to leave me cause of these text messages girls send
Now I’m just caught in this whirlwind
Tryna explain they just friends who can’t control themselves
They see the fame think I’m cute and they get overwhelmed
She should fucking know the deal
I’m done dealing with this bullshit
Bitch I’m outta here
You can go to hell
There’s no room to drive at the end of the road
When you’re living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
(Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me
Stop trying to reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit just leave me
The underground ain’t been the same since I emerged from it
Niggas hear my name and they just hate and throw some dirt on it
Talking 'out I blew up and just left them in the dust
But we ain’t friends, motherfucker, we ain’t never kicked it once!
You better zip it shut, I’m respectful
But if I spot you that’s the only time that I won’t ever give a fuck
Your words can make a difference so do not forget
If you run your mouth and talk shit you payin' for what comes out of it
Bitch niggas acting all macho
Jealous 'cause they ain’t got dough
While they still opening up for me at my show
Smiling, coming over to me like I’m the coldest mc
And then you bad mouth the moment I leave?
Aight, I got it
Since I’m in the limelight, you niggas try to look cool by not being hyped
about my hype
Simple and plain better watch where your missiles are aimed
Insult my name and you’ll rekindle a flame, nigga
There’s no room to drive at the end of the road
When you’re living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
(Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me
Stop trying to reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit just leave me
I’m about to lock myself in my basement and dig my grave inside
All jokes aside, man
I see no reason to stay alive
If I do it I won’t even say goodbye
«Yo-ho, but you’re Hopsin and you have so many fans!»
«Yeah, great advice.»
I’m not lucky
Outside of Hopsin, there’s no one who loves me
I come home to absolutely nothing
Nobody pays any mind to Marcus
They treat me like I’m retarded
They just want me to slave away as an artist
It don’t make any sense to me
No one wants to get to know the real me
They just want some pictures for their friends to see
I deal with this kind of stress endlessly
Fuck this damn industry
Look at all the shit that it just did to me
I don’t care about no big collab or trying to swim in cash
I just want a family I can watch tv with and laugh
Until then i’m on the dark side
I’m the fucking dark knight starting bar fights
It’s a hard life
There’s no room to drive at the end of the road
When you’re living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
(Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me
Stop trying to reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit just leave me