Raincoat

More than what I bargained for but never rocked the table
Don’t know what really drives me or what I am made of
So meet me, come see me, come peek inside discreetly
While deep inside my vision till you honestly can feel me
Don’t spill me, my cup it runneth over and
Love on every plan and then I’ll drape it in the Midas touch
And brave it in my name
Till every word I speak tattoo it in your heart and on your lips
Hope it ain’t forever on your mind and at your fingertips
And it’s a welcome to my playground
I built it every word
So feel free to make your way around, this here is Hopie’s world
When I offer it until whoever maybe wanna see it
Believe it is my soul and though I’m private I still leak it
I frequent the corners of my mind
Until I cam and if you late the darkness into light
I decorate my life with every thought I have refined
And I mold it into song and keep it frozen into time
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
I’m used to it baby, I’m takin' it slow
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
No if, ands or maybes or make it let’s go
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
I’m used to it baby, I’m takin' it slow
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
No if, ands or maybes or make it let’s go
I could be excited, I could be dejected
I could be divided but I think I still respect it
And I like to think I might’a been something within your spirit
So then you might of heard of it, could never quite unhear it
I feel it uninhibited and freakin' every lyric
That’s me, I’d write it, think about it and rewind it
That’s weak I’d like to time it perfect so we fall in love at the same time
Our souls touch over the same rhyme
Oh my alas, I’d ask you but I know that it’s lust
And that’s all it’s ever been that’s ever drawn em to us
And I could trust my life upon a beat
To maybe catch your interest for a verse before you leave
And that’s how I cut my teeth in this
Music sh*t, music biz be ruthi-less
Lose em it’s a chance we’ll never come back 'round it’s use-iless
Just every last hour in the lab and ran my every thought
Been pumping dreams through my veins, use up every drop
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
I’m used to it baby, I’m takin' it slow
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
No if, ands or maybes or make it let’s go
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
I’m used to it baby, I’m takin' it slow
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
No if, ands or maybes or make it let’s go
Everybody loves a fairytale
The truth is violent baby that’s why a dream’s for sale
I’m a seasoned vet but yet a youth in optimism
My heart is young and beats like metronomes in its precision
Envision, a world of glass ceilings
And a flyer passed 'round of a rooftop barbecue
We all invited from the ground level to the top floor
Bring your plate we all are hungry
There ain’t no cover charge and we ain’t takin' no one’s money
Feelin' the sun upon me
I know you feel it too
But just because you’re gettin' shine don’t mean that I’m here stayin' cool
We never servin' beef, and the speakers knockin'
And since we on the glass, reflection is always an option
And it’s poppin' sun up to sun down
We lookin' through every floor to the ground, come up now
We signal, that would be pivotal but typical, that sh*t is dismal
Till it’s reality it’s simple, I’m remaining wishful
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
I’m used to it baby, I’m takin' it slow
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
No if, ands or maybes or make it let’s go
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
I’m used to it baby, I’m takin' it slow
Nothing that I wanted could come to me easy
No if, ands or maybes or make it let’s go