Villian Of Himself

Feeling like my father
I’m just like my father
Except I’m a rapper, he’s a mechanic
This is postponed now
I’m a post (bleep) and
Post poet, and who’s still
Trying to figure it out
I can’t wait to die
Since I’m a loser
Finally feel alive
Either way, I’m tired
I’m gettin' tired of
Feeling so bad all the time
A villain of himself
Getting drunk and pretending that there’s no other options left
I really wish you cared
'Cause if you did, it’d be a lot easier to say that she was there for me
So the kid who always cried
So the (bleep) (?)
I just wish you cared
I really wish you cared
As relationships, relations sink
It really makes me wanna fuckin' drink
I have the power, yeah
I know the way to get fuckin' (bleep) alcohol
All goddamn day