Yes I Lied

Voices in my head
Can’t let me fall asleep in bed
Voices in my head, ay
Voices in my head
Voices in my head are screaming
So im getting mad
Voices in my head, ay
Voices in my head
I can’t even
Say a word
I can’t even
Catch a thought
I can’t even
Turn around
I don’t know
When they ll calm down
Yes I lied and I regret it
Yes I lied
Yes I lied and I regret it
Yes I lied
I just thought it would be better
I was bad
Somebody turn off these voices
Please shut up
Always told myself
That I want to be honest
With friends, homies
And my opponents
Not because they can catch me saying shit
I just hope my trust returns a little bit
Never blamed myself in broken relationship
When I knew that I never lied and never slip
People knew you lied — you just loseing their trust
But when no one knows you lied only you bite the dust
Loseing faith and getting lost, you crying
Why I was so dumb to make me lyeing
People say: you must be honest to yourself
Well I never heard anyone telling a phrase
That in case if you’ll be honest to everyone
You’ll not be able to put wrong thoughts in your head
Mad, feel mad bout the words I didn’t said
I was afraid so I became a threat
Love me or hate me, i’m spitting facts
Not so always and not quite fast
Love me or hate me, I say the truth
Yes, not all of it and maybe not to you
So scary to go deeper
In this boiling double game
Sinking in da sea of fake smiles
And handshakes
Getting over it then getting bored and siko mode
Ise bucket challenge for that girl is not so good
Disrespecting, lyeing, hiding all that shit you think
Made her feel that mountains higer
You know that its made of brick
If you pull one out they’ll fall
No sex drugs and alcohol
For her it’s a broken heart
You feel like a dummy dumb
You know
We don’t have much time to lie to each other
When you do
You just not being yourself, so
That person who you lieing is not your destiny
Isn’t that right?