Isn't the Rain

No one special at 14
Official exception at 15
Confirmed one-in-ten by 16
The next year slips me
Was just a name 18
And just a mess at 19
Two decades gone
And still above the ground at least
It’s dangerous to speak
Takes too much energy
It’s harder now to see
What really bothers me
So please don’t shout
It’s much to quiet, now
I’ve found my place
In vacancy
Leaving things behind
So they can find me
Thunderclaps are a strange lullabye
But isn’t the rain
Just a reminder of how great it is to be inside?
In a crowd I’m no one
Some would say otherwise
But the cons of being someone
Can outweigh the pros sometimes
It’s dangerous to know
These things i wasn’t told
Looking back will show where i have to grow
So please don’t shout out
It’s much to quiet, now
I’ve found my place
In vacancy
Leaving things behind
So they can find me
Thunderclaps are a strange lullabye
But isn’t the rain
Just a reminder of how great it is to be inside?
Thunder claps are the strangest lullabyes
They turn off all my screens
So i’m forced to close my eyes
The quiet has more noises
Than i’m used to
But these voices drown them out
Flooding now
They won’t stop until I drown
I’ve found my place
In vacancy
Leaving things behind
So they can find me
Thunderclaps are a strange lullabye
But isn’t the rain
Just a reminder of how great it is to be inside?
The coming storm is a strange lullabye
I love the rain
Because it reminds me of how great it is to be inside