eleven

So how long has it been since I saw you
It was right after summer when I was leaving your place
And I knew right then and there I won’t be okay
Wipe the tears from our eyes, everything will be okay
Do you believe in love cause I’m having a hard time
Believing myself, let’s drink to that and raise my
Cup and make a toast to us lonely people
At least we know we’ll forever be peaceful and so I been
Counting months it’s almost eleven
Since we’ve talked and showed you affection
I’ll never have anyone to connect with
Like we had or the feeling of commit
Maybe this time I’ll go up to heaven
Getting weaker by the day, pain just pressing
Thinking what to do with my life, it’s depressing
Thinking I’ll always be alone, I expect it
On my arm, you look with disappointment
I knew it was wrong, trust me won’t do it again
You made me feel alive, I thank you for that
Now I got a heart that has no light in it