Again

Anytime I give you my art
Might as well just give you my heart
I just act okay then I fucking run away
'Cause I’m scared you gon' tear it apart
All my hope just goes down the drain
Only way I go is insane
And the question still re… remains
Why do I put myself through this pain?
Give my heart and my soul
To get closer to my goal
At my best, at my worst
Second guessing’s always first
I been found, I been lost
Pay the price but at what cost?
Gained a foe, lost a friend
Seen it all before but here I go again
Here I, here I go again
Back here on my own
Only, only way that I have known
Here I, here I go again
Back here on my own
Only, only way that I have known
The day I quit
That will be the day that I admit
Even if I go, make a crap load of money
In the end that money isn’t really worth shit
If I don’t have anyone to share
I think that my friends think I don’t care
that’s unfair
It’s the fact that I’m so self-aware
Give my heart and my soul
To get closer to my goal
At my best, at my worst
Second guessing’s always first
I been found, I been lost
Pay the price but at what cost?
Gained a foe, lost a friend
Seen it all before but here I go again
Here I, here I go again
Back here on my own
Only, only way that I have known
Here I, here I go again
Back here on my own
Only, only way that I have known
Every album, I always give my hopes up
Like baby you know what, this could be life-changing
Then I start climbing a rope
And all a sudden my rope’s cut
But I do it
Because this music stuff, I really breathe it
I do it for the fans they really need it
And if I say I didn’t love it, really I be bluffing
Gave it everything I have so here it goes nothing
Give my heart and my soul
To get closer to my goal
At my best, at my worst
Second guessing’s always first
I been found, I been lost
Pay the price but at what cost?
Gained a foe, lost a friend
Seen it all before but here I go again
Here I, here I go again
Back here on my own
Only, only way that I have known
Here I, here I go again
Back here on my own
Only, only way that I have known