Not Me, but Mine

I forgot the warm of kindness
I forgot the taste of love
What the fuck is happening to me?
I see no lights around me
And that cannot set me free!
I’ve lost my courage,
I’ve lost all faith in myself
Who is that person in the mirror?
That’s not me,
That’s not me!
Where’s my sun?
Where are my blossoming fields?
When my smile was a mark on my face
And happiness was a mark on my mind!
When my smile was a mark on my face
And happiness was a mark on my mind!
So God tell me why?
And now, here I am again,
I’m a ghost of a better man!
Face to face with myself,
I’m just walking in the hell,
I’m a portrait of a hollow shell.
(It's time to rise!)
That’s not me!
That’s not me!
I forgot the warm of kindness
I forgot the taste of love
What the fuck is happening to me?
I see no lights around me
And that cannot set me free!
I’ve lost my courage,
I’ve lost all faith in myself
Who is that person in the mirror?
That’s not me,
That’s not me!
And now, here I am again,
I’m a ghost of a better man!
Face to face with myself
I’m just walking in hell!
I’m a portrait of a hollow shell.
(It's time to rise!)
That’s not me,
That’s not me!
I’ve tried to be
What they expect from me.
I see no lights around me and that can’t set me free.
I’ve tried to be what they expect from me
So why do I feel so lonely now?
I can hear the wave whisper my name
Never be the same!
I’ll never be the same anymore!
I’m a portrait of a hollow shell!
I forgot the warm of kindness
I forgot the taste of love
What the fuck is happening to me?
I see no lights around me
And that cannot set me free!
What’s wrong with me?
What’s wrong with me?
This cage is getting tighter and it’s choking me,
It’s choking me
This prison’s getting colder and it’s freezing me,
It’s freezing me