Fear of Missing Out

Looking in the sun I shine
Lurking in the dark I fade
In the night I’m running wild
And when I wake I’ll carry on again
And when it’s good it’s good
And when it bad it’s bad
And when I’m fucked up there’s nothing else
I’ve been chasing after the high
Afraid that if I let it go I won’t feel alive
But lately all I’ve done is more damage
And nothing’s really turned out the way I imagined
I think I’ve finally had enough
But I still feel like getting off
I wonder what I’m running from
What I’m running from
I still haven’t made up my mind
Whether it’s worth the cost, whether I’m better off
‘Cause sometimes I step right over the line
Yeah I’ll take all you got and I never want it to stop
And when it’s good it’s good
And when it’s bad it’s bad
And when I’m fucked up there’s nothing else
I’ve been chasing after the high
Afraid that if I let it go I won’t feel alive
But lately all I’ve done is more damage
And nothing’s really turned out the way I imagined
I think I’ve finally had enough
But I still feel like getting off
I wonder if I’ll ever know
If I’ll ever know
If there nothing
If there’s nothing above
Am I missing what I have become?
There’s no magic
Where I come from
You’re just someone
You’re just someone
I think I’ve finally had enough
But I still feel like getting off
I wonder what I’m running from
I wonder if I’ll ever know