Lengths

find me at a new low
thought I’d never reach this point alone
behaving up to certain lengths
at the time it seemed like I’d be fine
cause leaving up to now
would be honest how?
couldn’t count the times i’ve
found myself lacking
cause
our love
all the things that I want
vs. all the things that i’ve left behind
our love
believing maybe that once
I could be myself and it’d be alright
imagined life on better terms
never thought it through that far
moving on the worst times
own what hurts and try to make it mine
cause leaving up to now
would be honest how?
couldn’t count the times i’ve
found myself lacking
cause