Lost

I don’t trust you, even though you’re wispering in my ear
Each word you speak clangs hollow
And your promises I can no longer hear
You don’t trust you, every time you speak
You mean each word
But you’re fickle and change with the wind
Shedding tears for yourself when you turn
How do you sleep with yourself at night
Oh you’re holding someone else until it’s light
Is that to stop your dry eyes reminding you you didn’t care?
The next time you make love I won’t be there
I’m standing at the door with the things I came with
Wishing you a happy life I kiss your cheek
The security you crave for, I’m afraid it’s not worth the wait for me
How do you sleep with yourself at night
Oh you’re holding someone else until it’s light
Is that to stop your dry eyes reminding you you didn’t care?
The next time you make love I won’t be there
I’ve cried till I cannot breathe
While you sat silently flicking through some magazine
You don’t know yourself, you’re kind and gentle but so lost
The next time you make love I won’t be there, that’s the cost