Paid For It

Everybody has their own unhappy place
But why am I trapped in?
Oh why did this happen?
How come it looks like I’ll forever fall
Forever fall, I’ll never ball, forever fall
Can’t lie too much has gotten worse
Should prolly take it out on myself not a verse
Should prolly change my priorities up
But I know that I’m gonna keep, finishing this song at first
And if I end up only in it for the fame
Won’t forget to endear my appearance to make a name touring
And dear the fear of having to behave for it
You live in my head rent free 'caus I paid for it
They know me way too well
Wish th roles were reversed what if I went up and you fell
Yeah, and I can die with respect, yeah
But I don’t wanna die in a vest, yeah
And I can die with respect, yeah
But I don’t wanna die in a vest, yeah
Maybe some things need destroying
I be falling down but no parachute will be deploying
Not gonna lie, not much that I be enjoying
They said I got too many traits that are deemed annoying
Sick and tired of saying I don’t care at all
Compared to y’all, I’m there while you barely stalling
I’m not only here for the 23rd letter, learned better
Than judging by who earns better
Paid for it, I’m repaying
Every time I write I’m seeing the past replaying
I am not the person that they ever see staying
Stuck up on every image that is containing me fading
Really what are we saying, saying there is some hope in this scenario?
Preparing for the burial in the case that this stereo will
Not blast, I’m off task
And they have not asked, to be not trash, yet
Everybody has their own unhappy place
But why am I trapped in?
Oh why did this happen?
How come it looks like I’ll forever fall
Forever fall, I’ll never ball, forever fall