I'm Fine

I, I can’t deny
I’m paralysed from the inside
Everyday I wake to feel the same
And every time
You ask me how I’m feeling
I just smile and tell you that I’m fine
I, I don’t know why
I’m terrified of everything
Just to call the doctor seems daunting
For most of my life
I felt a sharp uncertainty
Now its just become a part of me
I, I can’t deny
I’m paralysed from the inside
Everyday I wake to feel the same
And every time
You ask me how I’m feeling
I just smile and tell you that I’m fine
It’s hard to stay true
To myself and to you
I can’t measure up to
This girl you thought you knew
This aching in my heart
Is tearing me apart
But darling all your love
Is somehow not enough