Healing To Suffer Again

I drown my sorrows again and again
Push away and deny this misery
These feelings and instincts remain
I’m struggling to pull myself from my grave
Let me be the one with the infinite
Let me be the one
Let me be the one with the infinite
I won’t be chained to the earth
Won’t
Be chained to the earth
Won’t
Be chained to the earth
I feel cheated
(So I cheat myself)
I feel defeated
(So I defeat myself)
I drown my sorrows again and again
Push away and deny this misery
These feelings and instincts remain
I’m struggling to pull myself from my grave
Let me be the one with the infinite
Let me be the one
Let me be the one with the infinite
I won’t be chained to this earth
Won’t
Be chained to this earth
I just need the will
To suppress the urge
(I can’t suppress the urge)
I’ve built so many barriers
(I'm healing to suffer again)
Time has given me no remorse
(Spiritually bankrupt)
Just give me the grace to oppose this sin
Haunted by the things I’ve done
Is this guilt and shame the price I pay?
I hate myself for this weakness
I won’t be chained to the earth
Won’t
Be chained to the earth
I won’t be chained to the earth
I won’t be chained to the earth
I won’t be chained to the earth
I won’t be chained to the earth