Out of My Mind

All my friends are growing up
Getting apartments and real jobs
I gotta say I’m proud of them
I really am
I know I chose a different path
And mostly I’m happy with that
But sometimes I can’t help but feel
I miss out on so many things
Like my best friend’s birthday I wish I was with her now
Sometimes it gets lonely growing up and figuring shit out
And I feel like I’m out of my head, I’m out of my mind
Everything is going so fast, wish I could stop time
I don’t know if I’m doing things right
I’m doubting myself half the time
And I feel like I’m out of my head, I’m out of my mind
Late night thinking in the dark
I know it won’t get me far
But I can’t stop wondering
Where the hell I’m going
And I don’t wanna compare myself
To strangers on the internet
But sometimes I can’t help but think
I should have done things differently
Then perhaps I would be happier with the life that I lead
(Never again would I feel like I’m failing myself)
And I’d be surrounded by people who truly loves me
But I feel like I’m out of my head, I’m out of my mind
Everything is going so fast, wish I could stop time
I don’t know if I’m doing things right
I’m doubting myself half the time
And I feel like I’m out of my head, I’m out of my mind
Ooooh oooh
Ooooh oooh
Ooooh oh oh oh oh
And I feel like I’m out of my head, I’m out of my mind
Everything is going so fast, wish I could stop time
I don’t know if I’m doing things right
Been doubting myself half my life
And I feel like I’m out of my head, I’m out of my mind