Let Go

I was first to go
and felt like violence
entering your room
where you sat in silence
suddenly you spoke
but I did not hear
busy as I was
trying not to listen
I was first to go
but there will be others
cause the times are slow
and demands are harder
as I tried to smile
you just syour head
not a human being
but disposable flesh
get on up, get on up
turn the radio off
get on up, get on up
find a way you can save your life
be quiet, I’m in control
but I can’t feel anything
I’ll turn this around again
I will…
carry the load
but I think it’s way too much
to carry all alone
it’s bending my back and soul
and I feel so old
my time is a dying thing
and I try a leap of faith
and hope I will be ok
and I try to close my eyes
and let me fall like rain
to let me overflow… this ocean