Lens

Why do you know me?
Its not like i told you my name
Never cried in the bathroom where all the people stare
Did u wonder about me?
The thought of you is getting stuck in my teeth
But every night i find it easier to brush it till it disappears
Inside my mind there are words i fight
They win when i distract my self
In boxes, hiding
Till they will shut up
It feels so wrong to fight my self
There’s a kind of gloom in the way you talk
But I’m selfish now so you want me
I can hear a sound when i’m tied up there
And it cuts my skin cause I’m still blue
Don’t take me over
Tell me that I’m bolder
You like how I’m falling
But I’m not your gun bullet
Stand by the wrong place
Taking sides in my place
My shoes are untied, 19 signs on my forehead
Why do you know me?
It’s not like i told you anything
But you brag like there’s something in you i would have to watch
Please don’t tell me I’m a shadow
Warn you tried to flatter me
Caught you on my side now
But I’m on my own now
There’s a kind of gloom in the way you talk
But I’m selfish now so you want me
I can hear a sound when i’m tied up there
And it cuts my skin cause I’m still blue
Don’t take me over
Tell me that I’m bolder
You like how I’m falling
But I’m not your gun bullet
Stand by the wrong place
Taking sides in my place
My shoes are untied, 19 signs on my forehead
I need to keep my mind off
I repeat it every time
But there’s a storm right in my eyes