brand new day

Brand new day
Same old pain
Toxic waste
In my brain
Can’t think straight
Feel so strange
Feel insane
Can’t escape
I’m locked in till my life ends
I’m running from my demons
I’m fighting all these feelings
Learning to let go of my emotions
I need dopeamine and seratonin
Going crazy
Like my life is shutter island
I’m in ward C off some psilocybin
You can’t save me
There’s no point in trying
Said you loved me
I already know you lying
Head first
Off the deep end
Yeah i’m diving
Face down
And i’m laying on the pavement
I don’t want friends
They make me anxious
Bleeding out
Can you har me now
Said you’d hold me down
But you nowher to be found
Stab my back
Leave me underground
I know how it goes
I can never trust a soul
Brand new day
Same old pain
Toxic waste
In my brain
Can’t think straight
Feel so strange
Feel insane
Can’t escape
I’m locked in till my life ends
I’m running from my demons
I’m fighting all these feelings
Learning to let go of my emotions
Eversince you left i’ve been broken
But i don’t wanna pick up when you call now
Made it on my own i can’t come down
All i wanna do is fucking ball out
All i wanna do is fucking boss up
All these fake friends getting no love
I just stay inside and do my drugs
Lost in the stars higher the doves
Lost in the dark forgot who i was
It’s brand new day with the same pain