Hands Around My Throat

I was the one, who got left in the dark,
And given no chance to survive
You were the one, who spilled all of my blood,
Then walked away with the knife
I’m left to suffer, forever I’ll wander,
With wounds that never will heal
I have been robbed of, my love and my innocence,
And I’m still not able to feel
I’m waiting, for a sign, for a chance to revive,
My life and my dreams
But my thoughts, and my screams, and my fear, it seems,
Keep holding me down on the ground…
Hands around my throat, and a knife in my back
I was only a breath away, from surviving your attack
I never doubted, what I still believe in,
And I still believe in myself
I watched as you, willingly, cut deep into me,
And tried to blame, somebody else
Bleeding internally, I scream for someone,
To see, all the damage you do
Showing my scars to you, sharing my pain with you,
Don’t close your eyes, 'cause it’s true…
I’m waiting, for a sign, for a chance to revive,
My life and my dreams
But my thoughts, and my screams, and my fear, it seems,
Keep holding me down on the ground…
Hands around my throat, and your knife in my back
I am only a breath away, from my counter attack
I have been crippled, by love and my innocence, and I am still able to feel…
Your hands around my throat, your knife in my back,
I’m less than a breath away, from slipping through the cracks…
I was the one, who you left in the dark,
When you ran off to start a new life
I vowed to get back at you,
For what you put me through,
But I’m still too broken to fight
I tried to love again, it’s all the same in the end.
Maybe some day I’ll heal
So many years, have passed by since you left me
And I’m still not able… To feel…
(hands around my throat…)