Not Love

A part of me is jaded
A part of me is waiting and still praying
Yeah, the way I used to love you
The way I used to trust you has faded
And tell me how could you let your ego control you?
Used to be my best friend but now I don’t know you
How you sleep in the night, do I still cross your mind?
All these years have gone by, still you’re stuck in your pride
Still, I been good on my own
Wonder if you’re proud on the low
Or maybe you wishing that I fall without you
I just wanna know how you sunk so low
Guess you never loved me, 'cause that’s not love
Maybe there’s just no love inside you
Tell me, is it worth all that you’re fighting?
Is it worth the wrongs you ain’t righting?
I feel it in my heart when I’m smiling
I try to be alone when I’m crying
Love me but you choose pride
And I’ll never understand why
Love me but it don’t show
Everything I been through, you don’t know
You just keep throwing the time away
Till no more time is left to find
You keep your love away
Till no more time is left to find
Still, I been good on my own
Wonder if you’re proud on the low
Or maybe you wishing that I fall without you
I just wanna know how you sunk so low
Guess you never loved me, 'cause that’s not love
Maybe there’s just no love inside you
Still, I been good on my own
Wonder if you’re proud on the low
Or maybe you wishing that I fall without you
I just wanna know how you sunk so low
Guess you never loved me, 'cause that’s not love
Maybe there’s just no love inside you