Swan Dive Suicide

Perfect body rotting, outside still is hiding
There’s a killer burning, creeping through my veins
Make me feel distorted, left me here a coward
For running, I’m running, I’m running, run
Bow down for me, bow down for me
Feel like I was meant to die but somehow stayed alive
Time that I encounter, call in my surrender
I fear that I won’t ever cover up these wounds
Leave the world a sinner, see my soul grew thinner
And thinner, and smaller, the longer I’m alone
The fear is so alone
The fear is so lonely
I hope it never finds me
I pray it doesn’t get me