Sorry

I’m never at home so it’s heavy back home
I never let go, said I never let go
I’m seeing my baby post up with a new man
It’s so easy these days to forget who I am
My old friends gonna hate me
My new friends gonna lie
They don’t wanna see me make it
They don’t wanna see me shine
And I been running out of patience
Spending all my time
Been spending the money I been making
Still staying on my grind
My homie, I’m sorry
Momma I’m sorry, Daddy I’m sorry, oh Zela I’m sorry
These haters gonna put me on ten, talking that shit
Y’all judging from a distance
Ain’t giving no interest
Ain’t none of your business
And my Gucci like Vans
Momma called me Hollywood just cause I wouldn’t paint the fence
I made my amends and I pay my own rent
I make what I can, coming straight from the depths
Stay lit homie had to hit 'em with a set
A chain with a Swisher Sweets hanging from my neck
The gang keep feeding me thousand-dollar checks
Spend it when I get it like a fool just to flex
More money and more women in my apartment
More problems, more gossip, regardless
They can say it’s all gravy, gettin' poppin'
But all this ain’t all that it’s some bullshit
That’s 100
I’m never at home so it’s heavy back home
I never let go, said I never let go
I’m seeing my baby post up with a new man
It’s so easy these days to forget who I am
My old friends gonna hate me
My new friends gonna lie
They don’t wanna see me make it
They don’t wanna see me shine
And I been running out of patience
Spending all my time
Been spending the money I been making
Still staying on my grind
My homie, I’m sorry
Put a lil' something in the bank
Keep a few hundred for the day
Sleeping on couches through the day
Every night, studio ay
Pull up in the baby blue Jeep
Tryna say I ain’t doing me, bitch still HD
You can still call me Hay-C, if you go back with me if you know that let me know
I’m checking myself, and question my work
Created a hell, just looking for a Heaven on Earth
I’m faded for real, I’m feeling like I’m never alert
But a deal is a deal, I ain’t trippin'
Made a couple decisions, but shit, i can’t remember i know its hard to forgive
me, I said that I’m sorry I’m in it, and still a part of me feels that I’ve
been misrepresented
I’m not finished, I’m not finished, I’m not
I’m not giving this up
I’m tired and I’m stuck, my time is in a rush, my tires in a rut
If not, I’m still pushing
I’m the next up and I could give a fuck if y’all was in the club cause y’all
was just looking
Momma I’m sorry, Daddy I’m sorry, oh Zela I’m sorry
I’m never at home so it’s heavy back home
I never let go, said I never let go
I’m seeing my baby post up with a new man
It’s so easy these days to forget who I am
My old friends gonna hate me
My new friends gonna lie
They don’t wanna see me make it
They don’t wanna see me shine
And I been running out of patience
Spending all my time
Been spending the money I been making
Still staying on my grind
My homie, I’m sorry