All I Ever Wanted

Ah man I’m in my bed it’s like 2AM, I can’t sleep I’m holding fear
I can’t be myself around anyone, is there any point me being here?
I’m a complex soul you won’t understand thoughts that cross my mind, yeah
Would anyone care if I disappeared with no signs?
They say death is easy
An' that’s 'cos life is hard
An' you said you’d never leave me
So why am I hiding scars?
I don’t wanna hide no more
I don’t wanna hide no more
So hear my words oh Lord
And you’re everything I ever wanted
And you’re everything I’m looking for
And you’re all I’ve ever wanted
And you’re arms will always hold me
And they’ll hold me till the end
I take one step forward
Then I take two steps back
I guess my past keeps calling
Sometimes I call it back
Forget the fact that there might be something more
God might have one thing that he put me here for
The thing I was born for, yeah
Still I’m going 'round roundabouts
And I’m dizzy now so I’m down and out
If there’s more I wanna find it out
Remember days I was wiling out
I was living fake tryna style it out
I’m slipping back, come help me now
And you’re everything I ever wanted
And you’re everything I’m looking for
And you’re all I ever wanted
And you’re arms will always hold me
And they’ll hold me till the end
Good intentions won’t save me
The gates of heaven await me
But I’m scared I won’t make it
Good intentions won’t save me
The gates of heaven await me
But I’m scared I won’t make it
Good intentions won’t save me
The gates of heaven await me
But I’m scared I won’t make it
Good intentions won’t save me
The gates of heaven await me
And you’re everything I ever wanted
And you’re everything I’m looking for
And you’re all I ever wanted
And you’re arms will always hold me
And they’ll hold me till the end