People Pleaser

This the sound of the bubble
Don’t look now, if you ever look down then you’re bound for the trouble
I feel like I’m tryna find a way to fuckin' drown in a puddle
Head underwater, but the sound isn’t muffled
Four showers a day, time to inspire me
I’m sorry to the Earth, my fault entirely
I never meant to use your resources to cope with my existential anxieties (I'm
sorry)
Uh, my bad
Making deals now and they all wanna gimme five, like a white dad
Life been moving too fast, feeling like a time-lapse
Feeling like it’s 8-bit, looking like it’s IMAX (Yeah)
I know I gotta really walk away
Off the stage, the applause don’t really wanna stay
I just wanna make 'em all happy
I’m a people pleaser, uh
I just made forty-five bands, but that shit don’t mean nothin' to you (Yeah)
I’m runnin' out of this time to invest, can I trust it with you? (Uh, yeah)
Everything changed in my life, I still got some adjustin' to do (Uh, uh)
I wanna be by your side, when I’m with you, there’s nothin' to prove (Uh), oh-oh
We got different life plans, I know (Oh!)
Tryna do what I can, so don’t go, oh (Yeah)
Yeah, it’s a check (Don't go, don’t go, yeah)
If it was up to me, you would look up to me
Put all your trust in me, hello, ooh
Instead of comfortably, hating so subtly
It’s fuckin' up my lil' mellow mood
I just made 45K in one day in two hours of work, but you’re still unimpressed
You probably went to pool parties and called all these rappers their first name
cause fuck you a mess
Hellcat scattin like Billie
Teeth gold like the ticket
I gave her the gob-stopper in that pussy
Do the slop-top, but it’s covid ain’t no kissing, are you kidding me?
I really tried to keep the peace for the energy
Nostalgia you better off a memory
I would never try to make you an enemy, but
Were you even listening when I said
I just made one-hundred bands, but that shit don’t mean nothing to you (Yeah,
nothin'!)
I don’t got time to invest, so you gotta find something to do (Uh, yeah)
Everything changed in my life, so I had to adjust for the new (Uh, yeah)
Maybe I made a mistake, maybe there’s something to prove (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, we got different life plans, I know
Tryna do what I can, so don’t go, oh
(Don't go, don’t)
I’m not made for a solo ascent, and I need a long time to learn it