Balance

I’m not sleeping much.
Can’t keep in touch.
My dad and I ain’t speaking much.
The people that I love the most.
The people that I don’t see for months.
The girl that saw my mind works all the time, she knows I do it too.
But now I think the more I find myself the more I’m losing you.
When life is what you make it all these vices and these virtues.
Where I can fight the ones they love you when you like the ones that hurts you.
I ain’t mad she’s a rabbit and she knows there ain’t no stopping now but I
can’t help but wonder who’s she fucking when I’m not in town.
I’m down in Tennessee oh maybe out in Venice beach. I hope that Chinggis think
of me and not these childish Tennessees. Sometimes I’m still a boy,
just tryna feel avoid. Just doing the things I have to you and act like it’s
still a choice.
All these bitches and of all these bills.
And I’m thinking about you still.
All my family and my friends,
that can’t re-get it that bands.
That hoping and they dreaming.
Those nights we stayed up skiming.
You won’t ever see me shook but this ain’t easy as it looks.
Can’t find my balance. x4