Nervous Gibbering Wreck

Darkness descends on my world once again
Straining to see the truth in front of me
Clawing through broken glass, tears and cuts
Floor drenched in death screaming in agony
Faces surround me cold and dead
Gazing into nowhere, filling me with hellish dread
Spellbound by malice paranoid and cold
The living dead sit quiet filled with black blood
With ravenous vermin gnawing flesh
The hunger returns for the sustenance that I dread
Racing through my veins with a vengeance so cold
Feeling like god rising above this world
I wake up fast with the fear of all fears
The horror of all horrors, making no sense of it all
Send me back up, to the place that I belong
I’ve known you too well, and for far too long
Feeding you death, a white god-send
The spirits beckon as they claw throughout your mind
Spiralling up, never wanting it to end
Enlightenment comes, spiritually transformed
Dragged back down, the room closes in
Unable to speak, unsettled and grim
Alone in the dark, unable to stop
Thirsting for more, self destruction as art
A nervous gibbering wreck curled up in a ball
Lonely and shivering making no sense of it all
Sweating and pale, the bodies arise
Hungering for more, giving up on life
I wake up fast with the fear of all fears
The horror of all horrors, making no sense of it all
Send me back up, to the place that I belong
I’ve known you too well, and for far too long
A nervous gibbering wreck curled up in a ball
Lonely and shivering making no sense of it all
Sweating and pale, the bodies arise
Hungering for more, giving up on life