Monster

With these drugs up in my system I can’t let you in
And yeah I gotta beat the system I can’t let you win
Had some I trust they switch up on me that shit changed me
Got my money up they hatin I remained me
And yes I love her but can’t let her drive me crazy
Any distractions gotta break em off can’t phase me
You a monster just admit it knew I shouldn’t play it safe
How you look me in my eyes and told them lies straight to my face
That shit hurt I must admit it but no fucks that could be given
Cause a hoe gone be a hoe and knew I shouldn’t of treat you different
Cut some ties with most these niggas they just crash dummies
And how you wish for new results but still ain’t doin nothin
You was warned but still ain’t listen now you got a warrant
They bust ya dawg thought he was loyal now he snitchin on you
Seen some niggas fold heavy, pray my money never fold
Pray my niggas get to see these dreams we talk about unfold
Learned to speak into existence
Stuck on go til reachin goals
In and out of hospitals
Week straight almost turned cold
Motivated more than ever all this shit done made me sick
Had some nights stomach turnin pray to God we get through this
All this weight up on my shoulders smoke to ease the stress don’t mind
And if you keep it real with me I got you every time
Lost some real ones past few years that shit linger on my mind
But still can’t let it phase me
With these drugs up in my system I can’t let you in
And yeah I gotta beat the system I can’t let you win
Had some I trust they switch up on me that shit changed me
Got my money up they hatin I remained me
And yes I love her but can’t let her drive me crazy
Any distractions gotta break em off can’t phase me
You a monster just admit it knew I shouldn’t play it safe
How you look me in my eyes and told them lies straight to my face
Told them lies straight to my face girl
Knew I shouldn’t of played it safe girl
Shouldn’t of let you in the first place
Now you left me in the worst way damn