Blind

Habits of mine
Still leave me blind
This life style crooked, love
I stay behind
I overthink it too much
I’m scattermind
I cut them lizzies too much
The fattest lines
I cloud my shine
Prioritize my demons, damaging my grind
The fruits I want, without the climb
If you taught me something, it’s that waitings a crime
Life ain’t promised, no such thing as a better time
Chemicals I combine, ain’t God’s design
Final product be my sunshine, know I’ll be fine
I just wanna have a fun tim, ain’t no surprise
Leakie smok during tough times, dust in my eyes
No lie, look like a fool, don’t I
Must feel like the same when you play it cool and you end up lookin' loca
You too young to be getting wrinkles from the stress and coka
Know it’s bound to catch up when I’m older
Don’t ask me where I’m going, be right back
I’ll be right back, yeah, yeah
Know Lucy always win, I don’t fight back
I don’t fight back, no, no, no, no
Hope this psilocybin give me my sight back
Give my sight back, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Always forward never wanna rewind back
Rewind back, no, no, no
Bloody thoughts and liquor don’t mix well
Drips murk the flavor so everything bitter, taste stale
Feel derailed, ain’t no wonder your skin pale
Wonder if you’ll live to tell tales of shit you inhaled
Sippin' ale bumpin' DOOM
You’ll meet yours soon
Rap snitches tell all they business in the court room
Just wanna lay in my cocoon in a pristine tomb
Know I’ll probably die tryna change like Keith Moon
That’s life tho, code words for vicious cycle
Think your shit together, just cause you sounding insightful
Business with insidious entities, so delightful
Mescaline to replenish, me needed more than a pipeful
Needed more than a pill and some foil
Natural bliss that you feel when you go back, step on your ancestors soil
Witness true suffering and pain, that makes you feel spoiled
That’s how you know that if you end it, you gon' burn like a coil
Can’t be disappointed if you know that nobody loyal
To be human, is to be selfish, greedy, hungry for oil
That’s a metaphor for desire, the wants and your thoughts
You wasn’t sorry til the day you was caught
Hard lessons, feel God gon' take away my blessings
Not materials, but loved ones I’d die protecting
And so much access to this knowledge, but we still guessing
Still infected with a mind state that cause regression
No question love
Don’t ask me where I’m going, be right back
I’ll be right back, yeah, yeah
Know Lucy always win, I don’t fight back
I don’t fight back, no, no, no, no
Hope this psilocybin give me my sight back
Give my sight back, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Always forward never wanna rewind back
Rewind back, no, no, no