White Noise

Feverishly looking for morning
Are you willing to survive?
A blaring siren brings me back
I shut my eyes
Everything appears normal now
How I long to do likewise
I have dinner like any other
Swallowing my pride
White sky, black sea
White noise on repeat
A small faraway voice lingers
Around the corners of my skull
In my hands I find many faces I don’t recall
Is there anyone out there?
Are you willing to survive?
A blaring siren brings me back
I shut my eyes