All Roads Lead to the Wrong Place

This story is like a picture
You can choose to paint it red
Or just leave it black (I’m gonna leave it black)
After tons of smiles tears always come
To easily wash any color away
Good times are shorter than bad ones
How can we let this sun shine?
When even spring is cold
As the stone I have inside my chest
We feel like this life
Forgot about our desperation
But we’re just the desperate ones
Who forgot how to fuckin live
They said 'home is where the heart is'
But mine got lost somewhere somehow
They said 'home is where the heart is'
Miles away from the city that no one loves
It’s hard to think about someone else
When an empty room is all that’s left
She Knows I tried not to say good bye
We hope we love we cry we die
We just waste our time trying to be the ones
That we can’t be
My injured soul won’t be the same
Smashed twice
When I close my eyes I just see mistakes
What have I become?
Gettin old in the wrong place, will I smile again?
We feel like this life
Forgot about our desperation
But we’re just the desperate ones
Who forgot how to fuckin live
SO today I’ll hurt myself
To understand if I’m still alive
If I’m still feeling the pain I used to feel
Watching you leaving
Watching you leaving me
Alone forever till the death will come