N.O.U.

You spend hours a day
Trying to feel the void
Lighting a joint after joint
Nihilistic mind a certain paradox
It’s getting beyond paranoid
You got me in the middle of a trap now
I cannot see right from wrong
Is it the drugs that make me feel like a god now?
Or is it love
A toxic ton of waste
At the back of my head
Like a shot in the brain
Massive hallucigen
I can’t articulate a single word
I won’t go down this time and time again
A serious mental sign from the underworld
What does your dad says it’s all right
You are just a spoiled little kid babe
You only want what you want when you want it
You steal away my soul and still want some more babe
For all I know
A toxic ton of waste
At the back of my head
Like a shot in the brain
Massive hallucigen
Halfway the lights are out
Inside your concrete walls
Before I leave
I doubt this song
Means nothing at all
Wish it were all for you babe
What are you waiting for
Now you can shoot me again babe
Now you can shoot me again
Infatuation idea is what happens next
Your love it tastes like blood and lies
I never wanted you to be on your own
But still I would seek the moan
Said I would always do
Said I would always do
Said I would always do