afraid of me

I’m going to work high
I’m sitting at work high
I’m smoking at work
Hi, nice to meet you
I keep myself locked in a box beneath the bed
I will pretend
He’s staring at me so
I pretend like I don’t know
If I act like I’m not there
Maybe he’ll leave me alone
We’re wanting the same too
I wish I could be you
If I had esteem like yours
Maybe I could make a move
I keep myself locked in a box beneath the bed
I open up to find me after wall banging my head
I will pretend
What did I ask of you
Beside to give me a chance?
Why were you afraid to be my friend?
I’m falling apart now
The sky is falling down
You’ve moved on
Wish I did too
I keep myself locked in a box beneath the bed
I open up to find me after wall banging my head
I know just that I’m not the one who holds the key
And you’re afraid of me