Thing's Don't Exist

In my fear, I feel
There’s seas apart in old worlds
We begin in vibrant clolors
But one off thing you said, and I dread it:
That everything turns grey
This is where I stray
I want so badly
To say that these things
Don’t exist
Anymore
When that indigo
Creeps up on me
I can’t deny
That I’m blue
And not like you
When I look into your eyes at times
It’s within them I find a love I never knew
Still I’m bound to you
Something inside, so strong, won’t settle in me
Somehow I’m not free
I want so badly
To say that these things
Don’t exist
Anymore
When that indigo
Creeps up on me
I can’t deny
That I’m blue
And not like you
It’s past mistakes
Not hearts that break
Immoral laws respect they take
And now it still affects me too
If my worst enemy is me
Then tell me how to stay true
And not be blamed by you
I want so badly
To say that these things
Don’t exist
Anymore
When that indigo
Creeps up on me
I can’t deny
That I’m blue
And not like you
I want so badly
To say that these things
…anymore
When that indigo…
I can’t deny
That I’m blue
That I’m blue
Oh, I’m blue