I Never Meant To

I never meant to hate you
I never meant to love you
I never meant to hurt you
But maybe I’m meant to
And it’s tearing you up
But that’s tearing me up
I never meant to hurt you
But maybe I’m meant to
I’m trying — at once
I always tried to be good to you
You always tried to give me second chances
But then I go and mess it up for you
7 days without a fight
17 where you won’t talk to me
20 ways to do it right, no
All I wanted was to try for you, try for you
I’m intoxicated by your chaos
You leave me startled when I think about us
We wre never good togther
But somehow we still
I never meant to hate you
I never meant to love you
I never meant to hurt you
But maybe I’m meant to
And it’s tearing your heart
But that’s tearing my heart
I never meant to hurt you
But maybe I’m meant to
I got a lot of
Goes for my I never told you 'bout
I like myself when I’m around you
Why do I always run away from you
I’m intoxicated by your chaos
You leave me startled when I think about us
We were never good together
But somehow we still
I never meant to hate you
I never meant to love you
I never meant to hurt you
But maybe I’m meant to
And it’s tearing you up
But that’s tearing me up
I never meant to hurt you
But maybe I’m meant to, I meant to
I can meant to give you my heart
Say it was your fault from the start
And I had to
Yea, I meant to
I can tears in your eyes
Say it was too lost to realize
And I meant to, yea I meant to