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We tried to play this game without rules
you’re such a perfect player your moves are cruel
did I not warn you that in the end
one of us will suffer in pain
Call my name before I lose control
my mind is screaming there are bleeding holes
'cause your words are like bullets in my chest
and claws are etching your name like behest
And now you’re in my head and now you’re in my eyes
you are like red blood cells, you wrapped me in your life
You burned me down inverted my whole world
my heart’s still beating even after stabbing blow
Will you take my hand when I sink deep down
in quicksands of my mind
searching for the way just to stay alive
there’s no place to hide
Pictures of your smile are drowning in the wine
waiting for your touch just a for a while
waiting for your eyes just to stay alive
waited for your voice only to hear
Your eyes like deep ocean after storm
without your sweetest smell I feel forlorn
tell me where to find the stamina
to forget and let it go
This game is over it’s time to say goodbye
all I’ve got hurt memories in my mind
tell me how to fix my brain machine
booze and cigarettes that’s my medicine