bipolar

I lay awake, and I think to myself
Do I have what it takes to be somebody else
Cause I don’t mind the hate you give me
I feel fine in the end you’ll see
So I drown my pain, and all of my sorrow
When I lay, I hope that I don’t see tomorrow
I just want to fade away inside this hellish place I call home
You’re never there
So why should you care
Why should you tear me apart
So I hope and pray
That you’ll meet the day
That you get fucked over
I lay awake, and I think to myself
Do I have what it takes to be somebody else
Cause I don’t mind the hate you give me
I feel fine in the end you’ll see
So I drown my pain, and all of my sorrow
When I lay, I hope that I don’t see tomorrow
I just want to fade away inside this hellish place I call home