Sleeping on My Own

Oh my, my troubled mind
Never rested, never still
I’ve found that not you nor I
Would ever compromise our lives
Even though I sound selfish
I’m all right, better off your mind
Even if the best years of my life have been lived I don’t mind
I’ve been stalling on the coastline, staying out of sight
Been stoned and overthinking, misreading all your signs
I’m done watching on the action, eyeing from the side
So tired and out of patience, been blunt and out of line
Oh I keep moving but I know
I ain’t fooling anyone
I’m an old soul, my love, a victim of
Slowly giving up the ghost
Hanging 'round out of habit
Should have walked or taken off by now
You keep on pushing 'til I break down
Let me break up like a man
I’ve been stalling on the coastline, staying out of sight
Been stoned and overthinking, misreading all your signs
I’m done watching on the action, eyeing from the side
So tired and out of patience, been blunt and out of line
You ain’t the first one to care for what’s hiding inside
Ain’t the first to fall
To notice you can’t have it all
I ain’t a cold hearted man, won’t give you false hopes
But I ain’t made of stone
Got limits, I’ll get weak if you get too close
Somehow this is what I’m used to, easy as it goes
Smoking on my downtime, sleeping on my own
You got me faded, stuck in a daze
Trying to keep up with your pace but I’m growing old
Guess I’m getting tired
And I’ve been meaning to tell you, what’s been on my mind
I’m just scared you’ll leave, been left alone too many times
Somehow this is what I’m used to, easy as it goes
Smoking on my downtime, sleeping on my own