Pacifist Masochist

I don’t want to make art
I want to make money
I just want to sell myself
So I can be somebody else
Sometimes I’d rather lose myself
Rather than prove myself, oh no
I just want to keep on
Keep on suffering
Cause I was told that that means
I’ll be succeeding someday
Sometimes I’d rather lose myself
Rather than prove myself, oh no
Cause I know, I’m on a losing streak
Cause it’s been like 3 whole weeks
Since I thought of myself
I just want to work hard
To make you want me
Sometimes I’d rather lose myself
Rather than prove myself, oh no
Cause I know, I’m on a losing streak
Cause it’s been like 3 whole weeks
Since I thought of myself