Not Today

Walking on seashells
Hiding all my details
Say whatever works
Hoping it don’t hurt, no
Holding on your hand is a little piece of help
You tell me all these lies
They never make it right
But I’m growing, I’m growing, I’m growing now
And I’m blocking it, blocking it, blocking it somehow
Showing it, showing it, showing it well
I’m going
I’m gonna be ok
I’m gonna get away
I don’t need you not tomorrow, no
And not today
I’ll be ok
I’m gonna fly away
I don’t need you not tomorrow, no
And not today
And not today
And not today
People just like you
At first, so fuckin' cool
Until I speak my truth
And then it’s all abused
My mood is turning grey
That salt is on my face
I’m losing energy
And losing parts of me, yeah
But I’m growing, I’m growing, I’m growing now
And I’m blocking it, blocking it, blocking it somehow
Showing it, showing it, showing it well
I’m going
I’m gonna be ok
I’m gonna get away
I don’t need you not tomorrow, no
And not today
I’ll be ok
I’m gonna fly away
I don’t need you not tomorrow, no
And not today
And not today
And not today
I’m gonna be ok
I’m gonna get away (oh)
I’ll be ok
I’m gonna fly away
Woah, (oh)
And not today
And not today
And not today