Last Time

I’m not the first you sucked down
I drank your pleasure slow
Then stumbled out from your veil
Still I’ve come for you tonight
Choke my faith and stab my pride
And tell myself that
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I’ll bleed for you
Preservation or predation
As I’m reeling I don’t know
Crumbled I spill out of your hand
I want to fall
And you see it all
And you’ll just laugh when I say
And everything I feel I know you know
And everything that heals I know you know
And everything that steals I know you know
And everything that kills you know
And tell myself that
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now