Why

Hey, I was hoping you’d be in
I just rang to say again how much I love you
And now, I’m quite lost for things to say
It always happens that way
Each time I call you
But I was wondering, if you’d been wondering, Why?
I’m so undecided though you were always on my mind
Oh but I was holding back to give myself a little time
Then suddenly it struck me, I was holding back too long
Oh, for he who hesitates has lost forever, all is gone
I went chasing shadows everywhere knowing you were never there
But always hoping
How can I begin to know you now
A clouded past reveals somehow
It’s never showing
New showing
Never knowing, Why