She Really Loved You

Wasting so much time
Wishing and wondering what could I do to recapture my past
Because all my memories
Seem so much better than anything that I’m feeling today
Now it’s fading away
Am I losing hold on the only piece of you that I have left?
Why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind
Every night I lie awake
Worried that each day I am forgetting a little bit more
I need to remember you that way, when I was not afraid to forget
Wasted so much time, wishing and wondering
And I wasted my time, wishing and wondering
Every night I lie awake hoping my tears will dry
Will I ever shut my eyes?