Even When I Lose I'm Winning

Heard you said I lost it
weren’t you deceived
it s not so complicated
it’s not so hard to see
under the hair and make up
there is a private heart
I know the sound of the rhythm
dancing in the dark
as I m laying here on the ground
even when I lose I m winning
call out all the saints for sinning
the end is really the beginning
even when I lose
even when I lose
even when I lose I m winning
my love is not afraid of living
I’ll never be above forgiving
even when I lose
even when I lose
even when I lose I’m winning
old habits die hard
new lovers die harder
I’m not looking for a son
and I’m not looking for a father
as I’m laying here on the ground
even when I lose I m winning
call out all the saints for sinning
the end is really the beginning
even when I lose
even when I lose
even when I lose I m winning
my love is not afraid of living
I’ll never be above forgiving
even when I lose
even when I lose
even when I lose I’m winning
you don’t know love
if you don’t know loss
it’s a broken bridge
everyone has to cross
won’t spend my life
int he fear of it all
so i’ll let the tears fall
so I won’t fall
even when I lose I m winning
call out all the saints for sinning
the end is really the beginning
even when I lose
even when I lose
even when I lose I m winning
my love is not afraid of living
I’ll never be above forgiving
even when I lose
even when I lose
even when I lose I’m winning