Its Me

This is me
Are you ready?
Are you ready, you ready, you ready? Because I’m so heavy
I’m heavy like that snow in February
It’s scary, I couldn’t see rappers out there get weary
Because I’m nitro, yes, I’m nitro
Like Busta Rhymes mixed up with a little bit of Michael
I’m psycho like Mike Tyson preachin' the Bible
Be careful, because I might blow
My game is tall like the Eiffel, these lyrics get really spiteful
I’mma really really try to be nice, though
She said I couldn’t win doing so dumb, feeling prideful
What she had to do is stand by my side, then I would’ve rided for her (I would)
Had my mind focused, man, I would’ve provided for her (I could)
Now my heart died to her, the whole thing was a lie to me
So I look back, and now, brother, now I learned
There’s times these tables turned and the feelings burnt
But, yes, I learned
I learned much more from the sad times, and then turned them into the glad times
Anyway (anyway), anyway (anyway), let’s talk about the future
No guns, don’t judge, and I shoot ya
My anger is danger, but trust me, I’m still a stranger
I take your career and hang you to dry on a hanger
I don’t mess with these tools, but trust me, I fool with these bangers
I’m a lot closer to the streets, homeboy, than you
I’m a lot closer to the church, homeboy, than you
So I guess that means I’m gonna go what I gon' do
Let’s talk about my life and what I’ve been through
Crimes, abuses, and drugs, violence and demons and lust
Gangs and dealin', a crack in the ceiling, a crack in the ceiling,
a crack in the ceiling
Jails, free houses, and death
Overweighed, I’ve been underweight
Keepin' all my food every time I had a plate
Been shot at, been stabbed at in the back of my head
They broke that bat, but I’m still here
I’m still here with a lot less fear, but I’m still here
Thank you for letting me get that off my chest
I have to go cause it’s time to invest
Opportunity waits for no one, it don’t wait for me
It won’t wait for you, how long it’s gonna take for you to see?
I got these rhymes like water dripping into the sea (mad rhymes)
Everything cost ain’t jack out here for free
All I want is, like, a billion or two, give half away, that’s a billion for you
You ever think what a billion could do?
We could feed the whole world and outer space
Givin' is livin', not takin' is fakin'
I’m movin' and shakin' like a
Every day alive is just another payday
The music is medicine, that’s why it’s relevant
I’m about to change the game up just for the hell of it
Well, thank you for letting me share that, man
I really needed to get that off my chest
This is me, Forever